Evil Creatures

What the Hell? Sometimes I think there are these evil creatures out there who enjoy playing - creating drama and messes....

Evil Creatures: " What did you say? Oh so you don't like drama, eh? What no answer? Think you can avoid us, huh??? Heeheeheee Fine!"

Then BOOM! Out of nowhere there is this crap - NO WARNING, NO CRAMPS, NO ANYTHING...its just there. And of course being emotionally constipated - your pride screams at you the entire time!!

Arghhhhhh......

Sometimes I feel like I am on a sitcom, with the evil little writers with their evil little laugh sitting there thinking what next they can throw at you.

Evil Writers: "Ooooo Try this. yeah. Let's see what she does...heeheehee oooo wait and why don't we add this its even more messy. Yay, what FuN!"

Me: "Yeah, really? yeah? DAMN YOU!! DAMN SQ^&%* ! DAMN C$%&@#!!!"

oh, hummm okay I know none of that makes any sense. But damn it - Do you think it makes any sense to me?? Noooooooo - And I am stuck in it!!! Oye!

Okay venting stage done...Arghhh I am irritable!

But its all good. I just wish I had a plane and could fly to some beautiful beach on some tropical island with a beef cake. mmmmmm perferably a beaf cake I could bounce quarters off his tight err ummmm bum.

DAMN RIGHT I AM CHICKEN SHIT AND WOULD RUN AWAY IN AN INSTANT!! why? why? cause this is NOT ME!!!!!!!! run away from the drama that is - besides, why deal with it if you don't have to??? why put yourself through the torture??? The tight bum....mmmmm.....no that I will keep please and thank you.

oh okay, for real I am done now. venting session officially over...sigh...(damn gross emotions)....

on a different note: I have this renew motivation to just workout to sheer exhaustion. Why? Because I have so much damn restless energy! Also then I could KICK FREAKIN' S$%^ C(*#@ ASS! opps that wasn't suppose to sound violent....but why does the thought of it sometimes bring such satisfaction...damn evil writters again. Well good thing from this is that I can now work on perfecting my belly dancing and salsa dancing and every damn dance!

Alright, I am off to eplilate now. Wierd I don't know the last time I got up of my own free will at 7 am after being up until 4am. But this is good it gives me time to get island girl ready.

ooooo venting is good. My pride seeping back....Yay! I knew it was still there somewhere and that you didn't abandon me to the scary ass emotional messes! fabulousness!