Chaotic

After 3 months of not writing anything on my blog....all I seem to be able to do lately is write. Unfortunately, to most it will be nonsensical ramblings....sigh....but that is life sometimes.

I am as some people have said in a chaotic movie scene :s I feel more like I have had a bomb just drop on me. Although I must say things are starting to clear up....I am still shocked about the ummm episode, but more willing to believe that its not so freakish and scary.....just shocking for me. I love girlfriends! My dears, I demand that you live closer!!!

I am just Moritified by the entire episode....wierd how crazy things happen all at once.....are you allowed to deal with things one by one sweet sane time? No....its just BOOM....sigh.....

So enough about the unknown and the crazy chaotic thoughts......

Otherwise, besides the lack of sleep. Belly dance DVD and restaurant performance are quickly approaching! For having not ever wanted to perform in public before this DVD and show will definitely be shock treatment for my fears.


I LOVE DRUMMING!!! Saturday I went to a drumming clinic and later a Ache Brasil performance (http://www.achebrasil.com/)! Oh my word were they ever INCREDIBLE!!! I want to learn the drumming and samba dancing!!! NOW!!!! I tried to get John to get up on stage and learn - that didn't appeal to him.

The Capoeira demonstrations were mesmorizing and the Samba dancing beautiful. John was enamoured by one of the dancers. I can't deny, I like the little bum circles and shaking the main announcer boy had going!



Side note: In these crazy past few days - Among the people reappearing in my life, I also learnt that my old roommate, Jon will be in the Philippines around the same time I plan on going (depending on the job situation)!! Super excited to see him again!!! CONGRADULATIONS on becoming a SAILOR!!! :)

Alright I am hungry and sleepy, so that's it for now. Oh and one other random thought. I am a true coffee hater. okay maybe that is a strong word for it. I am sure its great for the coffee addicts, but for me - our relationship ends with the only part about it I like...the aroma.

I went to this amazing restaurnt in Vernon where the food was so good and I (the great appreciator of food) was unable to make an even credible dent in the small plate because I was so full. Anyways the Tiramisu for dessert....(mmmmmmm.....chocolate my dearest love).....had little coffee beans on it. Then there was me thinking...well all the food here is so very good, maybe I will just try it. YEAH - NO! Did I like it???? Hell No!! arghhh its so deceiving. How can something that can smell so nice, well just taste not so nice....sigh....Sorry Cheryl, I think when we are country hoping in Europe, you are on your own with the coffee tastings.

Kay ciao.